Early Morning...High Drama!!!

7:30 A.M 

Sitting lazily on the couch and surfing through music channels.

7:35 A.M        
Mom calls for breakfast.

7:40 A.M        
The familiar sound comes from the kitchen again.

7:45 A.M        
Mom shouts for the final time!

8:00 A.M        
Enjoying the fresh cup of aromatic tea while listening to some latest numbers.

8:15 A.M       
“Sh!t man!!! It’s 8:15 already???!!! Let me get ready to office fast!”

8: 30 A.M    
“Damn I never find my things when I need them!!!  Now where did the  i pod go??”

8:45 A.M     
Waiting for the auto at the stand. 

8:47 A.M      
One auto arrives. And gets full before you can even think of stepping ahead!    

People are just too smart! Come on Tanu, you better buck up!! 

8:50 A.M       
Another auto arrives. This time I am smarter than others :D 

9:00 A.M      
Waiting for the bus

9:10 A.M       
Still waiting for the bus

9:15 A.M      
“Yaay!!! Bus came…oops so crowded?? Can’t get in even if I try…leave it…will go in the next one.”

9:17 A.M       
“Uffffffffff…. I don’t wanna be late again!!!”

9:20 A.M
The waiting continues...

9:25 A.M       
“Wots wrong with the buses..?? Why not even a single one to my route coming?? Damn! I am getting late!!!”

9:30  A.M         
“Gosh, I am sooooooooo damn late today!!!”

9:35 A.M          
“Hmmm…chill Tanu you are anyways late so now relax and go aaram se! Just have a look at the crowd around and you thought only you go office late??!!! There are many like you :D…!!!”

9:40 A.M      
“There you are my baby!!! Let me get you fast before others fill you up. Ouch…easy people…it’s just a bus :P!!!” 

Phew!!! Ab Bus!!! 

Me?????????

I am wot I am...

I am lazy

I am dark

I am quirky

A little stark

Sometimes crazy

At times smart

A little scary

But good at heart!

If you be my angel, I will be yours

If you be a devil, I know to turn more evil

I am the friend, I am the foe

A little known and a weirdo

I am wot I am...

Do u have a problem with that??

Get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

Today I was watching the movie “My name is Khan”. Yeah, was jobless for a while so thought of tuning into the idiot box and being a SRK fan I could not afford to switch to any other channel. Contrary to what many believe I think SRK is a fantastic “actor”, yes the word in quotes because this particular movie is a proof of his acting skills. A movie where he has grown out of his image as a lover boy and done a real good job. But this post is not to justify SRK’s acting skills. 

While watching the character of Mandira played by Kajol a thought stuck me. Is it possible to fall in love with an autistic person? Is love really blind? Perhaps yes.

We all need just one heart of the millions out there that stores unconditional love and care just for us. And if that happens to be of an autistic person, what’s wrong in it? Perhaps the thought of being too smart makes us, the so called normal people, stay away from loving someone with our full heart coz we love with conditions apply! 

Love is not skin-deep. It sinks in beyond the upper layer of the skin and goes deep within your soul. But not many among us hold the vehemence to dive deep into this territory. All we need is that someone special who holds the perfect love for all our imperfections. Who in spite of being imperfect to the entire world is just perfect for you. Who loves you in your illness. Who admires you even when you know you look your ugliest best!  Who loves your morning breathe as much as the evening perfume on your gown. Who finds you seductive despite of your unwaxed legs. Whose love remains constant in spite of the frequent fluctuations on your weighing scale. Who can starve himself just to buy you a few roses. Who can lose everything to hold you back. Someone whom you are not scared of showing your bare beauty. And yet when you dress up, he is the only one you want to impress. 

And for this, all you need is a true heart residing in a simple kind soul, be it of an autistic person or a non-autistic one. Feel blessed if you have found one. Here, the search continues…

Tiffany-Twisted!!!

It’s a day with those “main kaun hoon? main kahan hoon?’ types of syndrome. The kinds when you find everything meaningless and everyone useless, and you the biggest one out of them all! Where am i? What am I doing here? Agrrrrrrhhhhhhhh…NO IDEA!!! 

Basically I think I am just a waste. Yeah…think so. And before you give that vicious smirk of yours, lemme tell you that’s wot I think of you as well! Now don’t think I have gone bonkers! It’s my blog and I hold all the rights to put every junk and sh!t over here! Thank you internet….i love you!!! And you better get back to your business…boss is watching!!! :P mee?? Well not in a mood to work you see ( like always)!!! :)

My Lost Angel...

I was comforted by your care…your presence made me relax…your thoughts brought me smiles…your talks brought me happiness…you gave my dreams the wings of reality…you turned my wishes into yours…you took my craziness with delight...you turned my sorrows to smiles…I thought you are my Angel…but I forgot angels are not found on Earth…

Leave Me!!!

Today…yes today is the day when I actually realized my value in his life…I realized how much he cares for me…how much my absence bothers him…how he desires to see me each and every day of his life…how my absence makes his life miserable…I walked into his cabin and expressed the deepest feelings that I had kept hidden inside my heart…amidst uncertainty and anticipation I finally uttered my thoughts…with each of my words I could see his eyes go gloomy…when I told him………………………………..

”Sir, I want one week leave”

Well no one values your presence and misses you more than your Boss does!!! Every time you ask for leave, he just doesn’t want to let you go. 

FYI the above lines were meant for my dear boss…what you thought?? ;) :P

My Space!

I wanna breathe in some fresh air of freedom

I wanna break away from this serfdom

I wanna spread my wings to fly

But your love makes me cry

No more I like your concern

Your love makes my soul burn

All I want is some space

I know it’s you, whom no one can ever replace

But now I wanna live my life on my own

Wanna face this world all alone

I know it’s nothing but your care

That makes me all the more despair

So please let me live it on my own

It’s my life and you don’t own!

Will You?

Will you remember me tomorrow?

When you don’t remember to call me today.

Will you be there for me tomorrow?

When you are not there with me today.

Will you come when I call you tomorrow?

When you don’t have time to answer me today.

Will I still be a part of your life tomorrow?

When I am not in it today.

Will I continue being your best friend tomorrow?

When I am no more like one today.

Suha'Naya' Safar Aur Yeh Train Haseen!

Yesterday as the train stopped screeching against the track at my station, everything inside the compartment looked so bright and new. Maybe it is all because of the crystal clear view that I am getting from my branded Esprit specs which I am not very used to at the moment, I thought.  As I sat in my seat I realized the fellow passengers too were busy admiring the beauty of the train’s makeover. Ok so it was not because of the Esprit but because the train is painted afresh!

The seats are new, the old fans are replaced with the new faster ones, the old handles too are changed with their new counterparts happily dancing to the tunes of the track, the old dying tube lights are now replaced with the much needed brand new ones changing the complete look of the compartment into a bright and glowing one.  Not just the interiors but the exterior of the boogie too is painted anew, erasing the ‘Ladies’ symbol written on it and confusing men more than ever. 

Admiring the beauty of the train I opened my packet of crispies celebrating this new found beauty of the train…a nice breezy window seat with crispies in my mouth and my favourite author to read…hmmm…bas aur kya cahiye?!!! :D

Har ek friend zaroori hota hai?

The latest anthem by Airtel which everyone is humming to and posting it as their status messages on facebook. Yeah right Mr. Airtel…each friend is important, you never know when you need him/her. You never know when you are in need of that urgent cash, you never know when you need a help and you badly start missing that dearest friend of yours whom you don’t get time to call in ages otherwise. And then there are those who like to hang out with you as long as you stick that smile on your face and bear all the expenses!!! So each friend is important you see. Yes Mr. Airtel I completely agree with you…each friend plays an important role in teaching you one great lesson i.e. to be happy and contented with YOURSELF!!! No one can know you and love you more than YOU can do. So here I decide to realize the true value of each and every friend of mine and would like show the well deserved love and care of mine, starting from the best friend I have ever got….ME! :P

And Mr. Airtel as you always say, “Express Yourself”. I have. Now back to my own shell. See you until I move on to my next ‘zaroori’ friend.